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This is going to be the LAST post in this blog. The Random Ramblings of a Teenage Girl have served me well for the past few years, but awhile ago I realized something: I'm not going to be a teenager for much longer! So I started bugging my friend, Spirit, and she created The Life and Times of a Stitch Witch. It combines my blogging love and my crafts to form one very pretty little blog. All posts from this blog have been transferred to Stitch Witch, and I will now be posting in there. I want to thank everyone for supporting this blog, and I encourage you to follow the Life and Times of a Stitch Witch!

Random Randomness

Well, I finally got paied today. Yey me! 1200 bucks, this month and last month's 600 boxed into one. Thank the lord on high someone must have been looking out for me, because we were running out of money. So we went to see mike, went shopping, and I came home and paied both my credit card and my cell phone. Now we have 400 bucks left. Out of a massive 1200 bucks, we have four hundred left. Lovely, eh? I dont know if i'm going to be getting next month's on time, since this month was trying to re instate everything. But hopefully everything will come in on time and i'll be able to get into a decent schedule. I've been buying a lot of 'First' magazines and magazines like that, trying to find tips on losing weight. The one thing that I fight is motivation. I just dont have the energy to do ANYTHING. There are days where Im totally energized and ready to do anything, and there are days that it takes four energy drinks and a cup of coffee to get me out of bed. I just wish there was a way to regulate these types of things, some way to get rid of the days when I feel blah and get more days when i feel like i can do anything. I know that a lot of it is up to me, but i just dont really know where to start. *sigh* some things are just to big in concept, an di dont know how to breka them down. I wish someone could help me.

At one time, this would have been true. Oh, those happy days. A Thousand Words Thursday, find the link at Cheaper Than Therapy

Lonley Day

Today was a very lonely day for me. I now realize that I'm never going to have Jake as a boyfriend again, and it really stinks, due to the fact that I care about him so much. I've tried flirting with other people, but I guess my flirt o matic is broken. I even signed back up to some of my old chat sites, but no one seems to want to talk. I guess I shouldn't be surprised, considering the fact that its been so long since I've tried finding someone. Right now I just want someone to talk to, laugh with, hang with. Is that so much to ask? And school is such a pain. It takes all my energy every day not to smack some of these kids, and when I get home I'm exhausted. I slept from two thirty to six today, and of course my body is telling me I'm no longer tired, but I am. I'm tired of everything. I'm tired of trying to be normal, tired of trying to fit in. Tired of trying to get everything straight, and tired of being me. I know this sounds stupid. But I just want to be a normal 18 year old girl, who's supposed to be in college and having fun and making new friends. I want to be skinny, popular, and liked. I want to have a mom and a dad that actually care, that want to help me. People don't know how lucky they are. I hear complaints every day about how their parents are so evil. At least they have parents! I have grandma. I love her dearly, but she does not get what i'm going through. I miss my mom, and I want a dad. Or at least my brother to actually understand, to call, to want to be part of my life. It seems like when he graduated from high school he just left, out of our lives. I used to be so close with him and mike, but now they're people I dont even understand. I just want to fit in somewhere.

Came up with a name-Roxy

This dog has become a master of scratching and running at the same time. I just got her a collar, because in town every dog has to have a collar and tags (still working on the second part) and she despises it. She's continuously scratching, no matter what. She has come up with a game to chase the cats and she runs and scratches at the same time. Sometimes she just plops down and scraches at it, then continues running. Its rather interesting to see four cats being chased by a dog smaller than their poo (and for Midnight, my biggest cat, that is totally true!)

Things are doing all right otherwise. Today was court for Mike, and Howard appeared by phone. After an hour and a half of courtroom mumbo jumbo, the decision was that he was to stay in Badgerland as a full time patient. Which is a good thing, since he wanted it that way. In three weeks there will be another court hearing, this time to see if he can go home. I highly doubt he's going to be able to come home right away like that, but here's to hoping. then, we got the oppertunity to take him back to Eau Clare. From Neilsville. An hour and a half drive. *sigh* but we went, got dogfood, and came home. Now that stupid yipper wouldnt shut up when we dropped in because I had to go to the bathroom (breakfast of Burger King wasnt very good for the tummy) so we took her along. And she would not sit still for anyone else but me. Once we got home, all she did was follow me around for an hour before finally settling down, and going and doing her own thing. Speaking of which, I should probably go find her......... ROXY!!!!!!!!

*yawn* (not so) Lazy Saturday...

All right, so today was anything BUT lazy. At 5:50 am sharp, my new puppy woke me up by biting my nose. She wanted off the bed, NOW. So I put some clothes on and took her outside, where she ran around, then climbed back into my lap. I took her inside, and she promptly pees on my floor. I take her back outside, where she decides she'd better go, and does her business. I come back inside to lay down, while little miss bundle of energy hops around the room for about an hour before I calm her down enough to go back to sleep. I get a very rude awakening at ten, when one of my cats decides to jump up onto the bed, only to find my puppy sleeping. I hear a very inhuman screach and lots of clattering and i sit up to find the puppy looking like "What? What did I do?"

Grandma decides we need to go see Mike, so we're out the door before I can even grab a bite to eat. When we get there, everyone goes "AWWW" and wants to hold the puppy, whom we leave at Badgerland (where Mike is currently staying) while we all tromp off to the library. We grab a bite at Burger King (where we are swamped by hornets, at which point I am chased around the car by three) and then spend an hour looking for the Chippewa Public Library. We passed the darn thing FIVE TIMES! Mike and I grab some books, and we go off to Shopko with a quick detour into Walmart. Then, realizing we had gone over our hour, race back to Badgerland. Grandma wants to visit, so I decide to go over to see my friend David. Who is in jail. I get in there, wait, get put into a small ass room, wait, get my purse taken away, wait some more, before finally getting to talk to David over a TINY screen for five minutes. I spent two and a half hours and they cut me short because there was a 'security breech'. One of the other visiter's kids got into something it wasnt supposed to.

When we get into the car, the puppy wouldn't stop whining so I'm pushing 80 all the way home to find that she just wanted a drink of water. *sigh* I clean my room while she's messing around, fighing her new collar, and chewing up my teddy bear.

Yeah, my day was a mess of confusion. But this is a typical weekend. Tomorrow, hopefully, will be quieter. Though I bet anything that ten to six the dog will be waking me up to do the same thing.

I'm planning on crocheting some baskets to 'raffle' off to make some extra money. We have none. They took away mike's check ( $900) and mine ($600) and grandma's kindship ($400). Before that we barely made ends meet. Right now we are living off of $900 a month. Which covers half of the bills. Hopefully, stupid SSI will be getting my checks back to me sometime this month (which is like holding your breath for a full fifteen minutes straight, aka not gonna happen) . I'm planning on making a 'bath' basket, a 'girly' basket, and a 'manly' basket, along with trying to sell some of my original creations. I'm also going to be getting rid of some of my yarn stash, though how much is still in the thinking process. So if anyone has any ideas on what to add, let me know.

Better Pix of Puppy

Better pictures of my puppy as requested by Sally! I'm not sure what I'm going to call her, my brother wants me to call her Pixie, but i'm not sure. Here sh'es playing with a cat toy that she decided is the enimy. Attack!